perfection

i am carefulot to confuse excellence with perfection. excellence i can reach for, perfection is Gods business.

so i have been on this dance for a while now with myslef. trying to be perfect at whatever i do. its just not working, funny huh? i want so much to be the best and not make mistakes. of course thats a fairytale if ever there was one. i have come to realize, i will never be perfect. i cant be, im human. its the way we humans are. we mess up. we make mistakes. we need other people. i have got to start learning from the mistakes and grow from them. i know that each mistake teaches me a lesson. these lessons help me on my journey to excellence. i dont know if excellence will ever be achieved,,buit at least i can strive for it. perfection?,,,, i think is just a waste of time, onlu God an do that. and thats fine with me. i turst him to guide me.